Home

I've forgotten when was the last time I missed home.

But tonight....

It's 4 months away to Christmas, yet I'm listening to Christmas songs. Piano solo, Jim Brickman.

Christmas songs always bring me a feeling of home. The tenderness, the warmth, the comfortable and safe feeling when you are at home.

As the melodies of Winter Wonderland dances, beautifully pieced by Jim Brickman, my heart sank.

This year may be the last year in a few years to come when I get to celebrate Christmas with my family in Kuching.

When I was young, I always wanted the atmosphere overseas where Christmas are celebrated in winter and snow everywhere, those kinda stuff.

Now, I just wish to spend time with my family, go out for some ice kacang, or for dinner somewhere in the city of Kuching.

Perhaps they're right, you never know what you've got until you lose it.

At this time, in the middle of the night, I miss home. Badly.